Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Of dark chocolate and Westlife :D

chuntat says:
u can have the external hd if u want more
i think inside got alot
lol
BSB

Yinyee - wan dai nao says:
:D now you're talkingggggggg

chuntat says:
ahaha

Yinyee - wan dai nao says:
yayaya whennnnnnnnnnn
you see now. cannot sleep liao

chuntat says:
hahahahahahaahhaahhaaha
my fault la now

Yinyee - wan dai nao says:
YES

chuntat says:
like that la now

Yinyee - wan dai nao says:
YES

chuntat says:
-.-
give back my songs
HAHA
no
dont listen to them
ahaha

Yinyee - wan dai nao says:
NOOOOOOOOO
CANNOT

chuntat says:
:P
my songs
too bad
hahaha

Yinyee - wan dai nao says:
not anymore
hehehe

chuntat says:
watt the...
T_T

Yinyee - wan dai nao says:
:D

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Thank you, KCT. You are now KCT, L.O.S., K.O.S.

Hahahaha I'm no longer feeling sappy. I'm laughing so hard. Hahahahahaha.

Friday, July 9, 2010

What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger

So they say.

But what happens if you're tired of fighting it? What if I give it up; let it slide, stop struggling... The pendulum swings back to KDU again. Would I settle..?

I won't. The decision would haunt me. The mere thought of weekends now make me depressed. No tears yet, I won't allow them. One more week; I promise myself, one more week. The money is not worth it. 

One more week. 

Then settle this shit. Enough is enough. 

Niga joheun iyoo

Geudaega geudaega nan geudaega "Saranghae saranghae neol saranghae" rago marhal ddae nareul midge dwae
Geudaega geudaega nan geudaega gamanhi gamanhi nae nooneul bomyeo wooseul ddae nado wootge dwae

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Ugh

Germany lost to Spain.
I have a bad feeling they're never going to call me back.
I'm working 10 to 10 for 6 days in the next week.

Never thought I'll say this; I'm the depths of despair D:

1. I'll get over it in due time
2. Worst case I'm going anyway, with advanced standing.
3. It will be absolute hell.

Waiting for 18th July, 10.30pm. 1 & 3 will be over by then, leaving 2 to haunt me.

I hate the great expectations, it's hereditary *buries face in pillow* I have lost weight to the point where my jeans don't fit me on the hips anymore :( So not funnyyyy..

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Genetically...

Mum. Me.

*screams from downstairs* CHRIS! Got a letter from immigration for you!
Huh? What about? *runs downstairs*
Don't know.

Then she started tearing away the strips. Read and puts the letter down.

Oh. Your passport is expiring. On December 6th.
This year?
Yea. Have to renew lor. Cost RM300 to renew. Don't go to Singapore la you. Leave you behind.
Nooooooooo...
Cannot go HongKong also.
How caaaaaaannnnnnnn???

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Omg my mummy damn mean. I now know where I got it from.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Jokers who make my day :)

Monday night, OTWC. One of our regular haunts.

Jack sleeping on CT's new textbook 


Smoker has new tricks :D


A new kind of cards


Speak no football


See no football


Err..


Yours truly and KS who is going to Korea in a few weeks' time. Rawr.

Monday, June 28, 2010

Charles Dickens - The Great Expectations

I thought...my future in KDU was set. I put in my best for the last semester and graduated with a CGPA of 3.44, hoping for a Merit Scholarship. I was a bit crushed; the minimum for qualifying is 3.5. So I thought, heck it, I did my best. A bit of me died knowing I couldn't meet your expectations. You were always on to me get a scholarship since I was young. Even if it was a partial waiver. Just that 0.06 stood in the way.

That changed when Mel told me about Murdoch possibilities. The cost, coursework, somewhat expectations. I then had a rough idea of what the degree I wanted would be. After last Saturday, that had me disappointed. It was not what I had in mind at all. Yes, it is partially my fault for not finding out about it more. But then again, August was a long way off.

Last weekend I slammed off to work, angry that you didn't understand. I wanted more choices; couldn't face another 2 years of dreary theoretical work. You told me to stick to it, 2 years would fly by in no time. On Sunday you left me with, "If you were better at Math, you'd have more choice. Like Accounting or Engineering."

That boiled me so bad. Of course, you were in the IT industry. You don't get it. What would the world be without Creatives? Boring as hell. No news portals, no movies, no music, no nice websites with great UI even.

You were so set on me going back to KDU; I blanched at the thought and did my own research. Monash was out of the question; fees were expensive and 3 years was still a long time even though I was able to get exemption. Time wasn't my friend; I had maximum 2 years to graduate on your clock.

This morning... calls to UTAR and Taylor's were made. Right there and then, the counsellor told me I qualified for 50% scholarship off total tuition. Those few words lit me up. A scholarship, one I never thought possible. That afternoon Mom and I zipped off to the lakeside campus. The gist of it was I could do Communication and Media Management in 1 1/2 years with 50% off.

I thought you would be happy, at least. "Why didn't you work harder to achieve 3.67 and qualify for 100%" stung. Right there and then I wanted to scream. I realised I can never achieve your expectations. That bar raises every time. Sure, it pushes one to greater heights, but... I am not that person you have in mind.

After an hour's tour around campus, I already half made up my mind. Beautiful place chock full of inspirations for the mind to ponder. 4-storey library, Mac labs, 23 computer labs, newsroom, radio room... more than I could ever hope for when I could not go overseas.

Isn't this what they talk about, the great college and uni life experience? Independence and a great campus to run around?

On Thursday we're going again to finalize stuff, register perhaps, if word comes back about the scholarship interview. I have my fingers crossed so hard I think they'll stay that way even after the call back. They said 2 to 3 days, final word on what exemptions I get would take a week. Final decision comes from UniSA.

Joanne says it's going to be one hell of a ride. 4 subjects, 3 assignments each. 100% coursework. I need luck. I'm going to do my best.

But this time, I'm doing it for me :)