What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger

So they say.

But what happens if you're tired of fighting it? What if I give it up; let it slide, stop struggling... The pendulum swings back to KDU again. Would I settle..?

I won't. The decision would haunt me. The mere thought of weekends now make me depressed. No tears yet, I won't allow them. One more week; I promise myself, one more week. The money is not worth it. 

One more week. 

Then settle this shit. Enough is enough.