Ugh

Germany lost to Spain.
I have a bad feeling they're never going to call me back.
I'm working 10 to 10 for 6 days in the next week.

Never thought I'll say this; I'm the depths of despair D:

1. I'll get over it in due time
2. Worst case I'm going anyway, with advanced standing.
3. It will be absolute hell.

Waiting for 18th July, 10.30pm. 1 & 3 will be over by then, leaving 2 to haunt me.

I hate the great expectations, it's hereditary *buries face in pillow* I have lost weight to the point where my jeans don't fit me on the hips anymore :( So not funnyyyy..