*falls off the bed with a clunk*

Sony rolls out its latest E series line :D

The colours are horrendously bright, but I like :P

Can I have all? :D

Ever conservative black :)

Source: http://www.geeky-gadgets.com/sony-launches-walkman-e450-15-07-2010/

Parachute

"Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around

I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound"

:)

It is darkest before dawn

I can't seem to be able to sort out my head and put it down on paper. 

Easiest way would be, why? Why? WHY??

Yeah. That's why I'm YY. Corny much. 

Since there will be no emo-slashwrist-deep-dark thoughts tonight, I guess I will entertain you with today's events mixed with some musings. As always. 

Wednesday afternoon Anna emailed me to say that "the little girls club" was planning a surprise lunch for Su Yen, who gave her resignation notice. I went whaaaaaaat because she planned to intern until December. Story short, she's going to UK :( And silly me, that 'thing' that they organized for her, I didn't realized it was for lunch 
-____- So couldn't make it. Anna invited me to come for the chowtut session on Friday instead. 

Today, I walked to the familiar-yet-strange red office. Everyone was gathered in the meeting room for Friday updates. I walked right into the middle of it, where they were giving their thanks to Su Yen. 

Okay, I was given the task of designing the Tech stuff, but since I am a design noob, that was passed on to SY when I left. She did a great job :D Cannot compare la, she is from a multimedia course. The chowtut session was for Ben Israel, SY and Joy who were leaving. 

I walked in, my presence was noticed and yay! I was still welcomed back :P. Warren joked that I would be taking SY's place now that she was leaving hehehe. Ate the yummy spread, and caught with some people I missed most. 

The office all signed a card for SY, giving their well wishes. I wouldn't be human if I said I wasn't the teeniest bit envious. Then again, she has found her superpower and does well in that, whereas I have not yet and shuffled from department to department learning stuff from each :P 

It's difficult; the more things I learn, the more I want to master and not just stick to one. I'm a terrible see-saw :D Saw familiar faces; Lianne, Oli, Zilch, Ben I, Ben L, Warren, both Alex Ls... :) That family feeling remained still. Lianne showed me her pictures from the recent Mount Kinabalu climb. It seemed fun! Reminded me of the OB hike, just not as cold. After Lianne I jumped over to Serene, back to Lianne then SY. 

I entered at 12pm and left almost 3pm after wishing Ben I all the best. My former mentor is moving to Singapore on a job offer :) Singapore's next social guru hehehe. 

The stuff I learned during those six months, nothing struck me more than the ways of social media. Being a communication student I guess that made better sense than Sales and Design work :P I'm still not entirely sure what I want to major in, but I hope to find out in less than 2 years.

You seeeee, from trying to record today's events I turned it into a ramble session. Aaaaaah. Long break from school has made me erm, madder than usual? :D 

Oh god. Monday awaits. I'm excitedddddddddddddddd. 

Fragile

Never again I hope to repeat today. The tiredness was so consuming, one of the moments I wish I could actually let go. Sleep didn't help. The feeling of faint whole day. Time to get my blood pressure checked again, meh.

Of dark chocolate and Westlife :D

chuntat says:
u can have the external hd if u want more
i think inside got alot
lol
BSB

Yinyee - wan dai nao says:
:D now you're talkingggggggg

chuntat says:
ahaha

Yinyee - wan dai nao says:
yayaya whennnnnnnnnnn
you see now. cannot sleep liao

chuntat says:
hahahahahahaahhaahhaaha
my fault la now

Yinyee - wan dai nao says:
YES

chuntat says:
like that la now

Yinyee - wan dai nao says:
YES

chuntat says:
-.-
give back my songs
HAHA
no
dont listen to them
ahaha

Yinyee - wan dai nao says:
NOOOOOOOOO
CANNOT

chuntat says:
:P
my songs
too bad
hahaha

Yinyee - wan dai nao says:
not anymore
hehehe

chuntat says:
watt the...
T_T

Yinyee - wan dai nao says:
:D

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Thank you, KCT. You are now KCT, L.O.S., K.O.S.

Hahahaha I'm no longer feeling sappy. I'm laughing so hard. Hahahahahaha.

What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger

So they say.

But what happens if you're tired of fighting it? What if I give it up; let it slide, stop struggling... The pendulum swings back to KDU again. Would I settle..?

I won't. The decision would haunt me. The mere thought of weekends now make me depressed. No tears yet, I won't allow them. One more week; I promise myself, one more week. The money is not worth it. 

One more week. 

Then settle this shit. Enough is enough. 

Niga joheun iyoo

Geudaega geudaega nan geudaega "Saranghae saranghae neol saranghae" rago marhal ddae nareul midge dwae
Geudaega geudaega nan geudaega gamanhi gamanhi nae nooneul bomyeo wooseul ddae nado wootge dwae

Ugh

Germany lost to Spain.
I have a bad feeling they're never going to call me back.
I'm working 10 to 10 for 6 days in the next week.

Never thought I'll say this; I'm the depths of despair D:

1. I'll get over it in due time
2. Worst case I'm going anyway, with advanced standing.
3. It will be absolute hell.

Waiting for 18th July, 10.30pm. 1 & 3 will be over by then, leaving 2 to haunt me.

I hate the great expectations, it's hereditary *buries face in pillow* I have lost weight to the point where my jeans don't fit me on the hips anymore :( So not funnyyyy..