Inspired

Usually when I write, I have to write in silence. Else, the train of thought crashes into the station and explodes into a million trillion bitsy pieces.

Anyway.

Somehow, listening to SuJu makes me write better. The strange exception is It's You (Neorago). If you've seen me going neorago neorago neorago neorago, yeah, now you know. Haha. 

That one song just works for writing, and a select few works for other projects. So in a weird way they inspire me :) Especially now when I'm prone to doing work til the wee hours of morning. 

I loveeeeee that songgggg. I was so miffed when the iPod didn't accept the video. Along with Run Devil Run, Bonamana, SEOUL and Michael Buble's Hollywood. Strangely, Rokugo went in with no problems. CT doesn't believe that it's bias :( I think Rokugo secretly lurvessssss him. 

Life is well. One more assignment to go, and I'm done for my first uni sem.I'm quite an inconsistent person and my marks followed suit :P The final round I bucked up and gave my best. Now that it's coming to an end, it'll be weird having nothing to plan or think of. Aaah I'm going to be so boreddd.

Seriously. During crucial weeks I think, eat, sleep and dream assignments. My lifeeeee is never going to be the same again. I imposed an outing ban on myself, lalala, in effort to sit myself down to do them. 

My 2nd IDM Assignment. Now only I realize it doesn't really suit the social issue. Whoops. I had fun filming with the guys :) Took me about a week, and another two days to edit. It was funnnnn.

The making of it :)

Gahhh. Now when I look at Blogger's HTML codes, they look so simple compared the past month of constant staring at Adobe Dreamweaver's codes. Bahhh. My eyeballs burnedddd.

The last IDM assignment is editing a template to 'present' my video. Should be easier than NDPW's, but I'm not taking any chances *twiddles thumbs*.

Self reminder: Just treat it as editing one big Blogger template. Hah, I used to have the patience to sit and not move anywhere until I edited my own template to my liking. Now I'm lazy hehehe (as you can see).

Going to attempt to make my own from scratch (gulp) using XML and Dreamweaver. That will be one of my holiday projects *rubs hands in glee*. Along with watching accumulated TV series, reading books and more books, a part-time job, going on trips and outings... I forgot what else.

Just remembered the moment I hand up the last of last assignments, I still have some posters to do.... Ah..ah..hmm... Better find some time to do before this weekend. Else the PR guy will come hunting with my stolen meat cleaver with increased poison dosage... Banyak evil oh. That's why don't go to UTAR.

Wakakaka.

Oeiiiii it's raining again...

silence.

i never understood what you told me, your position. but today, 7 months later, i understand. i understand your being between a rock and a hard place, your position between two friends in love, your reluctance to hurt either one.

and you have no heart to warn the one who's going to get hurt. 
would you have believed me? 


he left.
i partied.
i drank. 
i put on fake smiles for the world to see.


hit rock bottom, that's where you start again. 

This is why I love my friends

Yinyee Wong says
okay, complaint done
haha

chun.tat says
tsk

Yinyee Wong says
what what what?

chun.tat says
sila isi Borang A. Kemudian Borang J dan bayar rm10 untuk processing fee. Hantar Borang A dan J ke kaunter 10 dengan RM10 dan tunggu 7 hari untuk diproses

Yinyee Wong says
you think you very grand ah now???


Hahahaha

Everywhere

Today I asked Ian whether he thought Eunice and I look alike. He looked at me, then at Eunice who was laughing with Cat and Vel.

"Looks-wise, yes. Quite alike. But personality-wise, very different."
"Issit? GOOD!"
"Yeah. Eunice is like funny-crazy, and you are violent-crazy."
"...you want to die is it?"

Story of my life.

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You are really everywhere :) Even in places I don't expect to see you. Smileeeeee.
Never thought I'll feel this way again, but hell yeah

Forbidden fruit

Truth.

There is always a basis behind hype >.< Now that I have "somewhat" seen the basis, lol, I'm hooked. No other word for it.

Snow White was a trusting bitch who stupidly bit into the poison apple.

Maybe that's what I am. Poisoned by an apple. But I did not stupidly bite into it. Using a Mac week after week plays with your mind, haha. I remember messaging Lianne on the second week, telling her how I disliked Macs. Ah well, have to get used to it after some time :)

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Uni has been great; it gives me late nights and bleary days. But heck, you know what? It gives me greater satisfaction doing assignments and projects (hands-on work lah) than just going for endless lectures and tutorials and memorizing notes for finals.

It's interesting when I find out why things are as such, and the all the trouble it takes to make your every day newspaper, I'm fascinated. A lot lot lot work goes into producing a newspaper every day, only to be folded and put in a corner after a few hours.

Also, sound in moviesssss :D Did you know the baby dinosaur breaking its way out from the egg sound was made by breaking waffles? :D :D Lol.

Initially, facing four weeks of deadlines was depressing after two weeks of holiday. Glad to say that I am now done with the third week, leaving two more deadlines next week. Then no "pressure" for two weeks, then comes hell-ish for the last four 45% deadlines.

Gulp.

I will make it through, just whether with the grades I want. I will be pretty pleased with Ds :P Cs maybe, HDs...we'll see. But I hope no Ps...

Sucks to think that now that I'm nicely settled in the rhythm, there's only five weeks left to the semester. So fasttttt :( Time flies when you're having fun xD

Faith, trust and pixie dust

I need you so close to me
Cause you're the only One who makes my life complete
(Oh, Lord I)
I know it took so long to see
You are my security, you won't go away from me
And now I know that I don't ever have to worry
Cause my heart feels so very free
You're my security

Another day here I go again, drive my self insane
Stop to think how could
I forget you're with me every single day
Now I look and I see the world you're the only one for me
Cause I don't need to search more a way to try to be more
I found a love that is so secure

You fought for my heart and you have won it
You've taken me over and I like that
I tried other love but I couldn't feel it
I'm so glad you found me
Because other relationships confuse me
The thought of a simple love is crazy
You make me feel like no one has loved me before

What now, oh?

I hate it when you do this to me. Hate it hate it hate it.

After a little while, the PG in me freaks. Why haven't I seen this before??? screams that voice in my head. Uh-huh. I suppose I can go back to being my whirlwind self after CF today. Pastor David from ACTS church preached :) I wondered why he looked so familiar, then I remembered him during Unplugged. Speaking of Unplugged, I miss Su Yen. Aih.

Anyway, the soul regenerated after the talk. Amidst wonder of wonders, he walked up to me and said hi. And apologized for not saying hi earlier.

Lololololol.
(Not Pastor David)

He knows I exist now, eh :P The joys of eye candy in class :D