The fork in the road

I admit that I'm not very good at keeping relationships. Out of sight, out of mind.

I'm sorry.

But nowadays I don't feel like socializing much either. I find myself preferring to 'camp' at home than to go out and talk to a select few.

It's September, and I feel rather disheartened. It's been awhile now. Uni's all good and well, but somehow I still feel lost; I'm not sure what I want in life. Maybe I'm still adjusting, it dawned on me that I took almost a year to transition from high school to college. Sigh, this is bad...

That day I read a tweet: "If there's nothing worth dying for, then life is not worth living."

Right now, my passions have somewhat dimmed; I don't have anything worth dying for =/ Each day I'm just drifting.

The pile of assignments add to this depression. It's do or die now. The more I do to stay busy, the emptier I feel >.< FTS la.

I need an anchor. Or a hug maybe.

Be good to me ~

It has been an epic week and glad to know it has been much amusing to someone. Will blog soon*.

Right now it's a new week and rainy Monday aaaaahhhh. Work? What work? I don't have any work. Heeheehee.

Son of a b-

AAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHH

Antagonist

Angry is putting it mildly.

You're the one that gave us time slots to record over the weekend, and you bloody didn't record. Excuse? "Oh, I found out that my laptop couldn't record." Bloody hell it can't. I saw your laptop; it's no 1998 machine. So my time and effort spent over the weekend was wasted, thank you very much. More work to do now; 3 steps backwards instead of 1 forward.

Same person who lent my memory card and returned it sick and corrupted. All my pictures GONE. People who do not install an antivirus program then act stupid about it are absolutely selfish and should not own a PC.

You will infect people with your ignorance. Literally.

Every picture tells a story :)

...and each holds a place in my heart 

Quiet dissonance

I want this to end. Fast.

This is hurting me more than I can stand.

Rekindling an old flame

Last night my mom asked if I would like to take up Wushu again, after more than a year's break. 

I wasn't sure. In some ways I miss it, in some ways I don't. But I'll forever be Wushu Girl in my friends' eyes, though I'm not as springy as I was 7 years ago (when I first started). Springy haha.. 6 and a half year long affair.

Rekindle?

Two years of work before upgrading to weapons in July 05 :)

It's going to be tough to start from the bottom again. Perhaps at year end, give myself time to up again. Dodgeball is insanely killing my leg muscles, it was agony waking up on Wednesday morning :p

Build foundation before jumping into boot camp again. Yes.