Promise?

Self-made promises.

Sometimes tempting to break them, to go back and get the comfort I need. But as I learnt the hard way, that comfort and trust is earned. Look what happened when you tried shortcuts.

It uses more energy than I realized, and lots of time. Not now, is always the answer. Never too close to get...burned.

I wish that niggling feeling would go away. Some days it's horrible, some days bearable.

Few more months. Then I'll see how it goes.

But hor, standards have gone up. Just like as you grow older, your finances increase too ;)


Pinky promise.